quit pulling my dick

Sat, 29 Nov 2003 05:52:32 GMT

wham bam
>>>>>new livejournal, all thanks the beautiful jess <3

vrrrrrrrroom

hey guess what you broke my heart, prepare for a beating

Fri, 28 Nov 2003 20:02:20 GMT

so thanksgiving was bad and got worse. i watched i love the 80s strikes back and that was the only thing that was amazing.

as of wednesday, josh is in upholstery.

my cat decided to eat the side of my face a couple days ago. i hope the scratch doesn't turn to scar, it won't, its not really that bad. the other scar on my face is from like 10 years ago, when i was friends with matt engel and his litte brother decided i would look better with a scar on my face.

i need tapes for christmas, i wanna make some excellent tapes even if they do take me forever. this weekend has not been so great, but ilike that its raining and that my mom and my sister are out of the house.

i'm so confused about basially ever thing.

i want to see this
and i saw the movie "heathers" at st33n's house. oh gosh, the quotes in that movie are remarkable.

ew

i've been meaning to hang out with melina/anthony or anyone that i don't usually hang out with but neither have time.

flake off. i hate you

Sun, 23 Nov 2003 00:47:37 GMT

okk so national portfolio at pratt went well. i saw lawrence and kevin first and then ben, paul, anthony and aleth. it was really nice seeing them. i got accepted into montclair, well my portfolio did and an academy of art college in san francsico. everyone was really nice and a ton of people were there. all cute boys and girls. and i when i was driving back i saw this girl on a banana seat bike with a awesome jean jacket and a skirt and stockings she just looked really cute. whatever.

yesterday me and stina had fun with scrapbooks and going to the rag shop.

on a happier note:
a happy birthday to drew macurak a very nice penpal that he is.

and i drew this recently

oh and don't trust me around your art, my maroon and white exhbiiton/recital thing went well too. its was nice because people kept coming up and commenting on my stuff. oh man!! josh told me when he was in the gallery, there people were point at my art and asking "who did these?" and another kid said "oh its that goth girl". hahaha YEAH cause i'm a total goth and i coat on black make up like no other and death is beautiful. blahb lahv HQHAHAHAdrsgsfddkljhl;fdskmndg i'm retarded

someone buy me tank magazine like now or tell me where i can buy it. ok thanks

Sat, 15 Nov 2003 23:41:28 GMT

alright so i haven't updated in a week or so. things are nice however i'm kind of overwelmed with homework and portfolio and college shit. i'm not taking that many classes which sucks and the classes i am taking, i'm not doing so hot in. the s.e.a coffeehouse thing was nice. i talked to this boy vlad who has a nice accent. and i saw all those punk rock/hardcore kids (from the bus i took during the summer) again. haha they are the coolest kids ever, they're 15 and are in a hardcore band. and one kid remembered my name which i don't remember giving it to him.
writing letters have passed the time for me today. i have my maroon and white exhibition on thursday :/. i need to get movin' pronto.

me and stina enjoyed yesterday with seeing elf WORST MOVIE EVER well it was fun but predictable. and then to the suburban to relax in hopes of finding mr. cronk. i'm still getting postcards in the mail from demetrius from europe. they make me so happy. i love recieving mail. and he's the only one who hasn't stopped, its really nice.

i wish boys woudn't be so complicated. and i wish that people wouldn't be so insecure i wish everything was laid back. i wish i didn't have to think about boys so much and focus on something else. i wish things would be easier. i guess i'll have to wait another 17 years for a boy to actually like me. i r00000o0l.

i waste too much time sleeping

Sun, 09 Nov 2003 23:46:19 GMT

yeah so it was a crazy weekend.
friday stina was gonna get some boots that the store "two tone" but we ended up at the mall, serching for boots that weren't sold anywhere anymore. then later stina and i went to barnes and noble for a record pricing book, however they didn't have it and i ended up finding a really crappy book. melina came over stina's and we watched finding nemo. it was nice i haven;t got a chance to hang out with melina in awhile, she's always working.

man alive saturday.
yesterday was the B.A.N art show and dave wanted to go so, i drove him there. i wish demetrius was back cause i knew he'd be at one of those things. when i first got there i saw josh park and paul. it was nice seeing josh casue yeah i haven't seen him in awhile. i walked in and remembered some random people from going to previous protests with. i didn't put my art up, i need to work on that a lot. the films that the kids made were funny but as they got deeper into the plot, it was a little weird. i dunno all the art was interesting, josh's art was great, i asked him about stencils and crap cause he seemed to really know about that. we watched the luncar eclipse in the freezing cold and met some interesting people. oh! and justineith was there and she was the one to noticed me. yeah i was like "holy cow" cause it was a first for me to meet someone online in person. anyway then me and dave left and went to the suburban. i wasn't really being myself and i didn't really know what to talk aobut with dave, but his company was great. oh and just to top off the evening, i get pulled over by the coppers!!! oh perfect, yeah i didn't yield getting off the highway ramp and the car that i didn't see was a cop. yeah whatever i'm pretty stupid. i dropped dave off cause i was all embarassed and stuff. whatever.

i'm starting to realize that this nice package of a life is going to be gone once i hit college. whatever nothing really seems to be awesome anymore. and i'm not really feeling like myself.
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Fri, 07 Nov 2003 06:42:07 GMT

i wish boys i knew were more crafty.

and no, i'm not referencing this to that beastie boys song, "she's crafty". though its a good song.

Sun, 02 Nov 2003 00:43:29 GMT

close- up!
me,k8t, cassie and st33n.
so me and my friends were zombies for halloween. we danced like zombies and harassed cars with our zombie ways. lots more zombie pictures to come.

Fri, 31 Oct 2003 13:54:51 GMT

so i stayed up till 4 yesterday, i've got two hours on me today for halloween. i was working on that stuupid physics car project, it turned out like shit as i expected it to. I stuck a little action figure (of some sorts) on the top of it and i wrote "surfin' usa" on the side with waves. Yeah!

i'm a zombie today. i went to cassie's at like 6:15 to put on make up just to ocme home and it rub off. i look okay i guess, its just smeared and crap.
this girl wants me to design her a tattoo of her sign. she nice but i'm lazy and she wants me to get it done. so yesterday as i said i would have it done, i gave ehr this lame excuse saying like "oh man doy ou wanted colored cause i still have at home and can finish it off blha blah" whatever, i should do it, i have a lot of crap to do.

theres this weird creepy boy in the library that is always there on thursdays when i work.

oh josh is the bassist from the knack yeah i'd show a picture but i have to go drive to school now ha . anyway i found one of my dad's old videos and he has this video called "the james dean story" oh man it looks hot and i can't wait it watch it.

Mon, 27 Oct 2003 02:55:09 GMT

edit:
yesterday night was the gr8est. the microphones show was amazinng. josh, thom, cassie and i took the train to hoboken. and most of ridgewood and glen rock kids were there. it was a really nice show. there were sing-a-longs and phil elvrum did this song in japanese and it made me smile. the whole show did. phil is nice looking. josh and cassie purchased the only mirah and microphones records at the merch table. since it ended around nine, cause other bands on the tour were in an accident earlier this month, we still had the night. so we came back to ridgewood to see how this cast party was going. and it wasn't too good so josh stayed, and me, cassie and thom went back to his house. we talked and hung out and went in thom's amazinng tree, which you could totally make out under. it was the nicest night and me and cassie totally could have time traveled since it was daylight savings time but we had no riboflavin. anyway excellent night

my sunday at my grandma's i decided to draw:

my family always has stupid arguements about whether wine is really food or how jobs are pointless, while my aunt keeps pouring me wine.

my aunt is weird and gave me some of her old clothes to take home with me. since supposively i've gotten thinner, yeah no. check that fashion out.

yeah...
my sister got to stay home casue she was "sick". man what a day

stephan parker a.k.a stephanie

Sat, 25 Oct 2003 04:10:25 GMT

"those are some totally rad set of wheels"

bone me now.

Sat, 25 Oct 2003 00:19:51 GMT

my teacher eats fruit by the foot and 5 tootsie rolls for lunch. he is amazing.

i need to get moving on my college applications like now. and i need to do some serious observational drawings cause i have about two maybe one that are crap and i need like 10. i think i wanna go to University of the Arts in philadephia. god i dunno, it looks really good. i dunno shut up.

dave surprised me, well not me but yeah i saw a red head walking down the hall and he surprised me, at lunch(!), and that was a treat.

aand i just found out i got a nicer score on my SATs than before. not great but excellent and average. (!!)

microphones show tomorrow with !!thom, josh and cassie!! excellent excellent.

oh and ps. andrey is hot shit. duh

my grandma hates me. awesome

douglass lee you are the gr8est.

Tue, 21 Oct 2003 20:55:58 GMT

this is what i did last saturday:

got my friend dan in some girls tight pants>>>>

oh man they look nice. SIZE 6.

then headed over to a sophmore party in ramsey and hung out with max for a while!

then to a diner, likely story.

these pens are ammaazingggg, someone buy me them.

cassie has agreed to bring along josh and thom! to the microphones show on saturday oh man saturday will be a good day. but i do wish i could've seen calvin johnson and dub narcotic. whatev

Sun, 19 Oct 2003 00:07:41 GMT

basement show yesterday, small and cramped area, everyone was high (besides me, stina, cassie, lauren and maggie), high skanky girls dancing like strippers, and i danced like a lady. show was nice, saw some excellent people. enough said. during school i felt excellent (whenever i say this to someone they don't believe me) I'M NOT FAILING PHYSIC H,(!!) i have a 70.2, after hearing that my day was perfect. tons of highfives were given out to the right people.

i'm attempting to make the sketchbook of all sketchbooks and i fill it was goods and cute drawings, i hope.

i don't think he feels the same way i feel about him anymore. i don't expect him to.
this girl right here is a dope dope dope.

back off or i'll clobber you

Fri, 17 Oct 2003 02:15:28 GMT

so i found all these great shirts in my basement the other day, they are small but amazing. one shirt says "prepare for the invasion" and there is this explosion of legos from the picture. and on the back it reads "earth will never be the same". gosh!

took some pictures yesterday
boss!

cassie and i on a tombstone.

and so i'm failing physics honors( i have no idea why they put me in honors), and my teacher is a dork and will not make me feel comfortable in his class. oh i totally played pickle ball with mr. pounds and defeated paul w. and jeff. and another team. he's the greatest.
oh and this dude in my art class is also the greatest. i think for a month i have been calling him george and i asked him if that was really his name and he said his real name was doug and that he was really confused why i was calling him 'george'. haha i rule. and all i do/ have been doing is shake my fist at him adn say "you'll pay" and "wise up" and "watch yr back".

STINA is the queen. an old d00d from a diner gave her his cell phone number so he could bone her. <3 and i died.

someone give me some good art schools to apply to/ look into.

i gave some guy sass about his opinion on my miami dolphin shirt today. like i care about football d00d.

OH! and i'm totally watching "rebel without a cause" in my movie class. gosh james dean is a dreamboat and completely swoon worthy.

i know i'm not like her

Tue, 14 Oct 2003 01:57:52 GMT

so i made a shirt today. i used the sewing machine to write the letters. i tried writing my name in cursive on the collar but it was hard so i ended up writing "lilo". i'm thinking more of this shirt stuff in the near future.

adventures today:
abandon house
kmart
cemetary
hair dye

as if nothing happened

Mon, 13 Oct 2003 04:29:20 GMT

so tonight was fun and adventurous. i met a man named sam, he was old and it was his last day of work so i gave him one of my sportsworld tolkens. i order a boston cream pie, since stina was buying and he said "what the cream from new jersey isn't good enough for you?" haha oh that sam. we listened to 90.7 which played excellent 20s music.

oh codes? anyone willing to offer one to me. i doubt it

i need a nice boy to hang out and drive around with. yeah.

Sat, 11 Oct 2003 19:13:59 GMT

so SATs were today. ehh yeah not fun when are they ever. BUT i finally got myself a beatuiful record player. its divine.i was finally able to listen to all my favorite dollar records that i've been collecting. its the greatest. my favorite are michael jackson "thriller" and elvis costello "my aim is high". oh and my sewing machine is fixed! and now i'll be able to make some shirts and other fun stuff. and i got packs of polaroids, i wanna take more portraits of people and friends.

my hair looks weird cause i washed it. i need to do something with it bad but its lame cause i'm always hesitant with trying new things.

instead of saying "cool" i will say "boss".
oh i got a call from bianca today! all the way from santa cruz. its been a lonng long time since she called me so it was a treat. we talked about huge diamond necklaces with our names on it that we wished we would own in the future. gosh i miss her.

oh and be sure to pick up one of those "books on tape" from the library, i will guarantee the guys voice is so sexy.

Tue, 07 Oct 2003 21:09:31 GMT

this is me in physics today:

yeah i drew myself. i was so out of it and i'm getting terrible grades in that class cause i have no idea what is going on. haha...i suck.

anyway today was fair. i had fun in art with stina. one of cassie's halloween jokes today when we were getting bagels: what do ghosts eat for breakfast?

punchline>>>> boogals

pogs are amazing.

you don't really have to read this.

Sat, 04 Oct 2003 16:57:39 GMT

so this week was alright i guess.its october and the first open mic of my school was the 1st. and yeah it wasn't the greatest and not up to par with other open mics i've been to. just a bunch of jam bands. ah whatever. then on thursday i had to go to work and then run home to go see seizing elian play at bloomfield. that was a treat. dave came with us cause he didn't have a ride. stina couldn't cause her mom was being pyscho. we saw paul and other familar faces from yesterday night when we got there. it was an okay set, the thing that i enjoyed were the giant spoon and fork at the end.

friday was really nice. i got accepted to have an exhibition for maroon and white. the only bad part is mine is the first exhibit in november. well its a bunch of other people like aleth and ben but yeah we're first. which is going to suck cause i wanted to make some new and nice looking srtuff to put in it, so now i have to rush. um i felt really nice when the day was over. it ended with a really nice art period and watching singing in the rain with a sub for electric humanities. during the night, me, stina and cassie went to the suburban and got some dinner before heading out to the car show. so after we went. i saw alot of ford galaxie's and nova's, ah and they were really nice. i was trying to look for a ford falcon. i didn't really have a chance to see all the cars cause cassie led us to where yet again seizing elian was playing. yeah... .all these girls were swooning over sarim while he danced with the tambourine. swoon city. ha it was funny. um we ended up renting a movie and freezing to death.

i miss the summer and all its possiblities..

Mon, 29 Sep 2003 22:56:26 GMT

finally i am a licensed driver. oh man hot. after failing once haha i finally got it. and i saw this boy that i know from a lonnngg time ago at the dmv. he lives in westwood and went to my church. but he stopped coming so i haven't seen him in a while. it was nice to see him and he was the one who recongized me which was weird.

anyway, last saturday was built to spill. and that was an amazing concert! before the show, we met cassie's interweb friend nicole. and she is by far the coolest girl ever. we ate burritos and hung out in her dorm and looked at her polaroids. she's real nice and has awesome clothes. yeah at the show, me and cassie we're pumping billy idol out of my tape player. and we were front and center for the show. martin, pat, sarim and andrew were right behind us. so it was nice to have some other people to talk to. anyway, nice weekend and i'm hopping for a nice week.

sometimes i sit out on my roof at 2am

Fri, 26 Sep 2003 04:28:49 GMT

alright everything seems to be swell. school is not too bad, well thats casue i'm taking the easiest classes,(well except of physics). which i kind of regret doing but whatever. whats done is done. i'm drawing a whole lot more than i have been. and i love it. i have to put a portfolio together for this maroon and white exhibitions during the school year by tomorrow. my portfolio isn't too impressive but its something i guess. i hope they accept it. i have no idea how i'm going to carry that huge thing into school tomorrow, shit it doesn't even close! once someone mentions college to me, i panic. i've got SATs this 11th of october. and everyone EXCEPT ME is doing applying early decison or early action. gosh, that should be fun. and taking my drivers test on monday. the first open mic of our school is on wednesday, hopefully they won't cancel it like they did 489754 times last year. dave is going, so that should be neat. and !josh is playing!

one of my classes is so far consisting and only consisting of wacthing movies. we;re starting out with b&w films, its glorious. we;ve already seen "the maltese falcon", "casablana", "citzen kane" and we're know watching "notorious"...alfred hitchcock. all we talk about is the camera angles and what "deep focus" means. its gr8. i have no idea how he's grading us. its a semester class and we're going to watch 485973489543 movies and its honors credit. oh wow gosh. i bet he's going to load us with essays and shit but whatever.

i'm still working on getting a record player. eakrjhaf i trying ot use my fisher price one, i need 4 "C" batteries. i highly doubt its even going to work either. lame. um I"M SEEING BUILT TO SPILL ON SATURDAY.(!!) and me, cassie and stina are planning to do stuff before the show in new york. like eat excellent burritos in tribeca, get huge buttons with our faces on it and get some photobooth pictures done. i need $$$. i still haven't yet recieved my aqua rotary phone. i'm pissed. oh i can't wait to get it.

>>>>>oh my gym class is amazing, the whole objective this part of the semester is tennis. and i totally suck at it like a whole lot. its amazing. lately i've been paired up with josh kornblum and he sucks too, so its wonderful and we just laugh with each other. yeah casue everyone is else is gr8 at it but whatever. !!i even hit his hand with the tennis racket really hard today. and he didn't even care. extraordinary.

rudy is the greatest!, he lives in canada and i want to meet him. like now.

wow important. ::pointing thumbs at self::

Mon, 22 Sep 2003 22:02:21 GMT

me= job promotion! wow crazy after 3 1/2 years working there they are starting to wise up. duh

Sat, 20 Sep 2003 22:30:30 GMT

i made this day so watseful. i totally woke up today thinking i'd actually do something exciting or intellecual and none of that was achieved. i rule.

what i did this afternoon...

Thu, 18 Sep 2003 05:01:18 GMT

went to the bank after school

cash

I filled out a withdrawl slip for 50 bucks! and they thought I wasn’t thee "liliane coppolino" so they declinded my withdrawl.. lame :(

stina is cautious, eyes on the prize

me looking out the window

best house ever, we run through their sprinkler when its hot out. They have the greatest sprinkler, its huge!

went to suburban diner

wow reflection

stina’s sassy butt…it was the only picture she sent me of her. :(

this time we only paid with quarters

menu!

more $$$

hey guess what….cassie rules.

After we dropped cassie off, we saw rob bulter mowing his lawn ::swoon:: and we talked in Spanish to these creepy Mexican lawn people. ew

Tue, 16 Sep 2003 02:10:18 GMT

anyone who can guess what this really is a picture of, i'll give you 30 cents.